Well...I am looking for the silver lining.
But yes, I guess if it was meant to be.. it would have been.
So, I have been seeking out the good that comes with a break up.
Ok lets see..
I have lots more time for me.
I don't have to think about planning out coordinated schedules.
I don't have to interact with other friends that I really dont want to.
I don't have to worry about a third dog
I don't have to make sure the sink is clear of dishes (all the time).
My grocery bill will definitely go down.
If I want to spend all day in bed on a weekend I can (Ok wait a minute maybe that isnt different)
The new free time will be good for me to really think about what I want in life..
Obviously I am trying to talk myself through the hurt..but it will all be OK..
When I stop to think about it.. I can't even remember what fully brought this on.. maybe it was bound to happen.. who knows..
Now as long as I dont reach for a pint of ice cream.. I will be good.
Happy Mothers day to all of you who have been blessed with children that you love and that love you..