FILL DAY - Phase I

Ok, if you can't already tell by the title of my Post..     
IT'S FILL DAY.. 

 
So to ensure truth in reporting, I am going to update this post over the course of  three different time points through out the day.  This is to relay how my emotions prepare, respond and retract to the event.   Unfortunately, I have a hectic work day ahead  of me.. my boss will be arriving this afternoon, for a 3 day on site visit (sigh).

So the posts will be written in these sections:

Phase I = Prefill;  Phase II = After Fill  and Phase III = Evening Retrospective

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So this is Phase I - Prefill Post  (8:38 EST)


I am as nervous as can be.. in fact, I am currently feeling  lots of intestinal rumbling from nerves. I have no justifiable reason for this emotion (besides my imagination of  watching that big hunkering huber needle piercing through my flesh) and then the anticipation of the  thoughts about the fill [what will he give me now] . 


Will I get that restriction that I oh so want?.  Don't get me wrong "The actual visit" is very pleasant, it's just all of the anticipation of outcomes that makes me nuts. . My appt is at 11:00.. so my next update will be in early afternoon (EST). Wish me luck....


PS... Yeah TEAM USA.. it;'s not over till the fat lady sings.. Anyone got a pitch pipe to strike a high C??