First my apology to GOD.. I know you don't hate me.. but damn do you have to pour it on so hard.. I mean .. I am getting older and would rather that you not pick on me so much..
Next, an update on my DH (cliff notes.. ugh) but you can check here.. The Update Link
And lastly the commitment..
Alright, now you DID NOT think that because my world was turned upside down that I was not going to stick to my commitment.. if you did ... tsk tsk..
Now.. I will disclose that the fact that my stomach has been in a knot, and I have felt like I am on the verge of puking every other hour from my nerves, that this has not help curb my appetite.. but here is what I ate today:
1. 1 cup of coffee, fat free creamer 0 fat
2. protein shake 0 fat
3. two cups of tea
4. 1 bottle of water
5. A 1/2 cup of fat free chili (I know it was not a liquid, but it was very liquidy)
6. two teaspoons of fat free yogurt
7. 1/2 cup of Progresso Light chicken and rice soup 1.5g fat
8. cup of tea
Around 10:00 am I got the mother of all headaches.. I can only attribute it to a sugar drop/withdrawal.
Around 2:00, I felt very lethargic and just wanted to crawl up in a ball.. it could also be an adrenaline drop from exhaustion.
So despite a world of chaos, I am going to still move forward.. I perhaps did not do straight liquids today, but believe me.. this is a far cry from what I did the weeks prior..
I do acknowledge that the protein levels were not there (please excuse this because it was a matter of eating something soft so I did not puke from my nerves) I think if I had a solid protein I would be having problems.. it will come ... just not today (or maybe even tomorrow).
So, I am now about to go up and take a hot shower, relax, and put on QVC.. That ditzy Lisa Robertson is on and I just love listen to people tell her that she looks like she needs to gain some weight.
Final thoughts.. you guys are the best.. when I read you comments I cried tears of comfort.. how can this be that people who have only met me through this blog or our Boobs event, can be so incredibly caring.. love you guys!