This is a band blog.. so I am going to try (very hard) to separate everything else that is going on in my life out of my posts on this blog.. so PLEASE do not view me as insensitive... This blog is a little bit of escapism for me.. my chance to give my brain a break, to give my emotions a break and allow me to just blog about blah blah blah.. [I hope you understand]....I still post about my real life on the other blog.
So today is day 4 of my new focus on food consumption.. I really don't know what else to call it.
It is not a virgin liquid diet, but it is also not what I would expect to eat in my normal band life.
But as a brief recap, my eating got out of control.. I mean I went up to 207 after being down in the low 190's.. eating went awry!!
So Draz, LDSwims and I are doing a bit of sugar detox, modified eating program, jump start, starting a new, call it what you may.
And today is my day 4...
Today was also my fill day..
The good news is I got a really BIG girl fill .5cc, which brings me to 9.5cc's
And I also received some bad news.
My dear sweet surgeon, Dr. Brian Boe (who does my fills) is leaving the practice or rather should I say.. the practice has downsized him.. I am not going to post what he shared with me.. but I am going to be writing some letters.
I know all about the corporate downsizing game, I have been an author and strategic planner of these actions.
So.. the visit that I was so looking forward to my chat with my doc was rather rocked by the news.
He was shocked, I was shocked.. I am pissed.
I loved this guy.. I mean he was the best!!
He is going back to Michigan.
He said he was so happy that I got in to see him before he left (his last day is on Friday)
On the weight loss front.. I clocked in at the office at 201.6... OK lets do the math
207- 201.6 = (-5.4) in 4 days. I know that sounds GREAT.. keep in mind allot (if not all of this is water weight).. that and um a good BM...
But I WILL TAKE IT
so, today's food consumption just absolutely sucked... but is goes hand in hand with the rest..
1. cup of coffee w/ ff creamer
2. 1 bottle of water
3. 1 EAS Myloplex protein drink
4. 1 cup of blackberry tea
5. 1 cup of chicken noodle soup (OK I made a big batch of this so I am eating it).
I had the soup after my fill.. and I thought it was going to be .. a baby my band type of meal.. but not so much.
I do feel a bit of gurgle.. but everything is going down just fine.. so who knows..
I am hoping 9.5cc gives me some long lasting restriction..
So that's the band story and I'm sticking to it..