Ok.. you know my situation (don;t need to go there).
BUT.. here is my problem.. I think my pouch has shriveled up.. shut down.
My last fill was Dec.7th.. which gave me great restriction.
I tried to eat stuff that is semi solid or solid.. but it ain't happening.
I get it down and (tap tap tap).. thar she blows.. so I am sticking to liquids, and soft foods, but even then I can not take in much volume.
The thing is .. for a few weeks after my fill I could eat solids by chewing well and stuff.
And then sh*t happened, I stopped eating and...
I think that because I went for so long living on coffee and soft food (very little volume maybe a total of 4 oz of soft food for the day).. that my pouch just shrunk .. and now I feel like I cant get it to expand again.
I am not liking the idea of an unfill, cause I know that I could eat volume before.
Right now even if I have a mushie its about 1 or 2 tablespoons.. and whoa.. that's it.
But here is the kicker.. I feel like oh well.. that's the way its going to have to be.. but being somewhat intelligent about this.. I know that I am not getting protein in other than shakes.. So I am thinking that might not be a good thing... especially if my hair starts to fall out and I think that has started to happen. damn it.
Can anyone relate to this.. I got enough crap to worry about besides being bulimic or in starvation mode. Crap I dont want to wind up on a poster for bandsters gone bad..honestly I feel like I am losing weight way too fast.. dropped another 3 lbs..