I totally understand what Fat Tuesday is all about,
and I really do think the day provides for alot of fun
So, this post is not about Mardis Gras.. (disclaimer here)
Whenever I hear the word FAT anything, it invokes a spike in my adrenaline.
i mean for years i was (and to still some extent still am) fat everything.
the list goes on people.
It's my hang up
I just cringe when i hear the word "fat".
I almost have a guilty association with the word, and immediately think .. and question whether or not the inference is related to me.
How sick is that people?
OK.. different topic.
Thank you for the compliments on my photo and hair.
I didn't get my hair done yet..
so that was my before picture..
but glad you liked it.
I hope I like the after..
Ok different topic.
I am in an emotional funk (no surprise there)
Not going to dwell here
I am tempting myself to do something drastic with my life..
No no.. nothing related to harming myself
I mean like a life changer
go for plastic surgery, a tummy tuck and a set of BOOBs
Take a cruise by myself
Move across the country
I dont know
I just feel an overwhelming desire to escape from where I am
and redo my self.
Ugh.. sorry this post is all over the place.
but that is me these days.. just a freakin train wreck..