Advance Notice: This post is not intended to be a downer post.. just a collection of thoughts running through my head these days..
I have read about men who go through mid life crisis and go out and buy a sports car or do something crazy to try to hold onto their youth..are those actions considered a mid life crisis?
Question of the day: What does a mid life crisis look like for a woman?
Yeah, yeah.. I know .. my life is in a tizzy. blah blah blah
But I am thinking a bit deeper than that stuff.
I mean do you all who are in the over 40 club start to think about taking your life in a different direction or to do something crazy.
I know being married and having children will keep you grounded and focused,
but what if you no longer have those obligations..
What holds you back from changing your life .. turning things upside down..
I have been having these thoughts over that last few days...
Perhaps Crazy thoughts..
I don't know..
I often think about whether as individuals, we are obligated to leave a legacy.
How do we want to be remembered
Do we care
Does it really matter..
Why are we making ourselves crazy trying to get to a certain size or weight.
Do I have to try harder now to be attractive.
Do I care if I am or am not attractive?
Does it even matter...
I really don't know anymore..
We seem to be such a focused group of people, so goal oriented.
I am wondering if I even fit in anymore..
A lot of soul searching..
Maybe its time to find the new me.
I have spent the last few years trying to be so many things to so many people, places and projects.
Perhaps its time to just shake things up.
Don't know... its hard to figure this out because I have not come across anyone who has had a similar mind share on this subject..
Just hanging out here.. on the branch.. taking it all in..
Peace and love to all