Happy Holidays

First a big shout out and best wishes for a wonderful holiday and healthy NEW YOU NEW YEAR!!!

Here's a Picture of  our Christmas Tree.. I know that it looks like the fan is sitting on top of the tree (but it's not I had to take the pic from the second floor to get the whole tree in the photo)

Now on to the band saga.. I found the port and I don't think it is dislodged, I think I am loosing fat in my abdomen and it just feels lower.

I still have not called the surgeon (my life is too complicated right now) but I have determined that I am dehydrated.. my skin is dry, my lips are dry, my hair (well my hair is starting to come loose and is falling out).. this was my fear all along.. at this rate I will be Sinead O'Conner by the New Year.

I think this is all due to me not drinking the required amount of water, and not hitting my protein mark.. Today I think I did Ok (protein shake, FF yogurt and some chicken for lunch).. and I have had 3 bottles of water so far...

I really think I should start to journal this stuff.. maybe that will make a difference. 
I have not done any baking this year .. although that is probably a good thing, I do miss the activity and fun of being together with my daughter.. 

One last thought before I sign off for the year, it is about this time of the year that I start to think about my new year resolutions.. ha ha.. loosing weight is always one of them.. I guess I will just have to find something else like teach myself how to walk a runway like a Victoria's secret model or  how to write in San-script.. 


Have a great HOLIDAY