It is 4:57 am.
Got up to pee.
Jumped on the scale.
It read 203.
I did 3 miles on the treadmill yesterday, not skipping, but at a good 3.7 mph clip.
30 minutes on the elliptical
AND 25 situps.
Did weights for 15 minutes.
I was soaking wet by the time I was done..
I must either have an alien growing in my body or something is terribly wrong.
This friggin weight just wont leave my body.
I worked out 7 times in a 9 day period..
I feel so defeated.. my abs are sore, by ass muscles hurt.
Yeah I get that the muscle weight could be displacing fat.. but cripes.. give me a break.
When am I going to cross that threshold into onederland???
I am not looking for 20 lbs here.. just a few measily pounds.
The scale went down to 200.4 this week and I thought this is it.. I am getting ready to go.
In my mind, I even wrote my onederland post, ready to triumph, read to move into the next part of the WL journey.
BUT NO.. not happening..
In a million years, I would have never thought that it would be this hard to lose weight (even with the band).
Honestly, I think I lost more weight with WW, then I have with the band.. I tracked my calories.. and I am in the 1000 range/day. The math just doesn't work, I should be losing weight.
I go for my fill on Friday.. .. I don't even know what to say to him.. last time he told me to up the exercise..
I am out of ideas on how to conquer this.. really.. I got nothing more on the subject.
I will never get out of Fatty Land.. I am doomed!
Have a great day..