Do you ever come across a song that just hits all of the right notes!!!
This is my NEW song.. by Train..
Its upbeat and catchy.. and well its been around a long time and is playing in my head.
It entered during my recent trip to FLA... and has been on repeat ever since.
So to bring you up to date....
Life is going by.. just swimmingly.
But honestly, its just that.
I feel like I am floating on a raft going down/up the river.. sometimes without that paddle.
I don't really know where I am headed.. I am just floating along.
Does it bother me?
Yes and No...
I have my moments when I am ready to gather my things and move on and then I look around and think "why now".
AND that's the problem.
I am the person who always has a plan, sets the direction, timetables, gantt charts, metrics. and now
EHHH.. who cares..
IT bothers me, or else I wouldn't be writing about it..
I NEED STRUCTURE AND A PATH FORWARD..
or do I?
the thing that really bothers me the most is that there is no sense of urgency about anything in my life right now.
I usually have alligators snapping at my A** to move forward but not so much these days.
Good lord, I can only envision myself melting into the sunset.. just as you watch that big orange ball on the horizon slowly sinking and then PLOP!!! its gone.
Kind of a depressing thought.
Maybe I should take up a new hobby or teach myself a new language or better yet!! Climb Mt. Everest.
Is this what getting old is like....yikes!!!
But I still think I got a little spunk left in me!!!
Pehaps my little junket to Vegas will bring that spark back ...
in the mean time.. I will hum my little tuneHum along Hey Soul Sister