Although I am somewhat comfortable at my current weight (I am no runway model). I try to stay ahead of my wrinkles. Vain? Um yes. I work with a lot of young hot shots. And although I am their boss I don't want to look like their grandmother. So I try.
But this weight thing. It still bothers the hell out of me.
I wish I had at least 20 lbs GONE.
I realize that it is doable And right now I have some challenges with exercising but that will soon be behind me
Even by dropping 20 lbs and even at that I will not be thin but I think I will finally be in a happy place with accepting my weight.
I don't think I am alone in striving for that elusive desired goal weight. I am not talking about a number that fits into some chart or that you need to be to shop in chic boutiques Rather a number at my age that I can feel good about and know that I will look good in the clothes I desire to wear.
I want to feel FAB, not frumpy
I want to be happy with myself and how I look.
I will get there. I don't give up.
Just need to get focused.